*Blue Day...*
Today is such a *BLUE*-day... 16-06-05..
I went to band in the morning at 8.00am....The was super tired...Somemore i was late for The practice....When i reach,i realised that Kenny is not here!That mean i am all alone for this Practice!I don't want!As Mr.Er was here as well as Mr.Neo...But this was not the end of the *BLUE*....Then at first i thought D.X was not here,but he was here...(I was quite happy...)Then, he requested to teach me alone...!*yeah*As in teach *French Horn* alone...But then Kenny is not here the i was alone...But......At the mid of the lesson,in a class room......When he was teaching me,his phone rang...I think was Mr.Er calling....(From the Band room) Saying that there will be one person joining the *French Horn* section and joining our lesson....*Haiz* It was Vannessa!The Primary school trumpet player and was the *EX.Main Band trumpet player*.....Duh~~Lol...Donno what on Earth she come join us for...I don't want any more ppl to join us...I am settling quite good here with Kenny at the sec 1 *French Horn* family...sad!
Then,it's still okie...She got into the room,and down there saying that she came here not bacause she cannot play well in her trumpet section,it's just because she felt very sian in trumpet liao and she wanna change....Then she say what if she know how to play horn liao she also will want to 'anyhow play in order to change to another intrument....*kao*Then when T.X needed to teach her all the basci,he wanted me to train my chromatic skills....Then i saw him teaching her,in fact is 'seeing' him teaching her.......I really really don't understand and don't know how i felt at that time...'Zi Pi'?Donno lehz...I sat myself in a corner,kept myself quiet of quite a few moment....Inside was like drown or wad...So cold,freezing...Donno What hell is it.....Is like i know that i don't want to express somethings but i just somehow donno what is it....Irritating!!!!Am i jealous?I donno...And why should i be?Am i angry?I donno...For what?Am i afraid?I donno....But...maybe....Cause i am afaird that she may do better then me...Then i will like loss my place!I don't want...Am i Sad?I donno!!!!But i jus feel sososo down...... Donno lehz....Who is he!!!Forget it lahz...Don't talk about him and her liao....(I don't want to use 'they').....
*After my band practice,I went to Hua Sheng's Bdae ParTi.......*
After the sosososo tiring day,I still got to go for his stupid Bdae ParTi...Sian lor...I don't really wish to go de lor...And i really really hou hui going liao....And with that stupid heavy boukey French Horn...!!!All the way from SengKang to Hougang Then to Kovan aft every thing again!Than back to Hougang (home) after that!!!I met ShiYa,Emily and XinYi at school Bus-stop before that....Then....Super idiotic BORING after that...He get everybody to go Hougang Mall's acard...!!!I super not happy liao....Then i shop shop a while then wanna go back liao....I so don feel like giving him the present lo...I HATE little boy...Child...!!!I promised that i will never go out with 'THEM' anymore!Then after that stupid Wei Hong don't wanna go to kovan to take neo-print with us...But in the end i took with Laura...Really felt that i don't understand Laura now-a-day....Haiz...Forget bout today bah....
Oh yah...I saw Midsean yesterday...Haiz...That Mr.Er last minute made a changes in our July concert....That we must get so busy again liao for the performance.....berri sian leh.... tmr my mum will be leaving for Genting liao.....Will come back in three days time...Then i must wake up myself,go to school on my own!I don't want...Somemore tmr the last minute lesson lasted untill 4pm!!!And i think even lated than that i think....Okie liao...i wanna repair my computer le....lolz...
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I went to band in the morning at 8.00am....The was super tired...Somemore i was late for The practice....When i reach,i realised that Kenny is not here!That mean i am all alone for this Practice!I don't want!As Mr.Er was here as well as Mr.Neo...But this was not the end of the *BLUE*....Then at first i thought D.X was not here,but he was here...(I was quite happy...)Then, he requested to teach me alone...!*yeah*As in teach *French Horn* alone...But then Kenny is not here the i was alone...But......At the mid of the lesson,in a class room......When he was teaching me,his phone rang...I think was Mr.Er calling....(From the Band room) Saying that there will be one person joining the *French Horn* section and joining our lesson....*Haiz* It was Vannessa!The Primary school trumpet player and was the *EX.Main Band trumpet player*.....Duh~~Lol...Donno what on Earth she come join us for...I don't want any more ppl to join us...I am settling quite good here with Kenny at the sec 1 *French Horn* family...sad!
Then,it's still okie...She got into the room,and down there saying that she came here not bacause she cannot play well in her trumpet section,it's just because she felt very sian in trumpet liao and she wanna change....Then she say what if she know how to play horn liao she also will want to 'anyhow play in order to change to another intrument....*kao*Then when T.X needed to teach her all the basci,he wanted me to train my chromatic skills....Then i saw him teaching her,in fact is 'seeing' him teaching her.......I really really don't understand and don't know how i felt at that time...'Zi Pi'?Donno lehz...I sat myself in a corner,kept myself quiet of quite a few moment....Inside was like drown or wad...So cold,freezing...Donno What hell is it.....Is like i know that i don't want to express somethings but i just somehow donno what is it....Irritating!!!!Am i jealous?I donno...And why should i be?Am i angry?I donno...For what?Am i afraid?I donno....But...maybe....Cause i am afaird that she may do better then me...Then i will like loss my place!I don't want...Am i Sad?I donno!!!!But i jus feel sososo down...... Donno lehz....Who is he!!!Forget it lahz...Don't talk about him and her liao....(I don't want to use 'they').....
*After my band practice,I went to Hua Sheng's Bdae ParTi.......*
After the sosososo tiring day,I still got to go for his stupid Bdae ParTi...Sian lor...I don't really wish to go de lor...And i really really hou hui going liao....And with that stupid heavy boukey French Horn...!!!All the way from SengKang to Hougang Then to Kovan aft every thing again!Than back to Hougang (home) after that!!!I met ShiYa,Emily and XinYi at school Bus-stop before that....Then....Super idiotic BORING after that...He get everybody to go Hougang Mall's acard...!!!I super not happy liao....Then i shop shop a while then wanna go back liao....I so don feel like giving him the present lo...I HATE little boy...Child...!!!I promised that i will never go out with 'THEM' anymore!Then after that stupid Wei Hong don't wanna go to kovan to take neo-print with us...But in the end i took with Laura...Really felt that i don't understand Laura now-a-day....Haiz...Forget bout today bah....
Oh yah...I saw Midsean yesterday...Haiz...That Mr.Er last minute made a changes in our July concert....That we must get so busy again liao for the performance.....berri sian leh.... tmr my mum will be leaving for Genting liao.....Will come back in three days time...Then i must wake up myself,go to school on my own!I don't want...Somemore tmr the last minute lesson lasted untill 4pm!!!And i think even lated than that i think....Okie liao...i wanna repair my computer le....lolz...
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