Monday Blues~

-Monday BLues-

today got monday blues~

fiinally got e meaniing & taste of iit....

but ii thiink got nothiing got to do wiif 'monday'

jus suddenly sum kiind of 'topiic' got iinto my miind....

& jus started to feel so blue-ish

dunno y....

recently...Out of no where....

sumthiing jus pop out iin my miind.....

Ahems~

got 心事 to say le ah...

so friiends....

Prepare ya ears to lisent bah....

Provided iif u r iintrested....

Sob...

thiis few days...

ii realised that my dearests...

erms...no....

iis 'dearests use-to-be'...

lyk kiinda all left me....

All GONE~

really very sad leh....

those people who really knows me....

who ii really can talk to....

who ii would hang out wiif...

who knows clearer wad ii want n lyk....

but they're all gone?

not anyone of em wanted me??

miiss em so much...

really dunno since when....

one-by-one all left mii...

iiszziit because ii left e 'Palace'?

noo...ii never leave e palace...

iim jus taking a break~

y jus no one can get me?

jus because ii did not go back often to e palace....

then ii m no longer part of ur??

hey guys....

that's really how ii feel?

ur keep askiing me wad am ii thiinking....

ii dunno kz...

jus ii m no longer part of ur...

That's excacly how ii feel!

Erms...

basically...these r jus wad ii waS troubled wiif.

jus who cares??

iif they r my dearests??

besiide ppl frm e palace...

ppl around me iin sch too....

xy...

seriously...ii feel very far away frm u all...

ii really very sad...

ii dunno how much ii mean to u guys....

maybe ii was really jus a 'passer by'..

=((

maybe stones really jus can't blend iin well wiif sand...

jus thiings dun get well...

haiiz....maybe can jus place em asiide bah....

jus no 1 iis intrested....

++Sobbing me++