sobbs

woohoos...

it has been a long long tym since ii blogged...

todayy iis a happy yet bad dayy..

anyway..

iif you thiink that its because nth had happened thats why ii disappear frm 'blogger.com'...

nahhs...

that's a no no no...

hmms...

actually....

there were many many things that has happened...

--ii felt werid myself...hahs..e more things happened,

e more ii din't want to blog.

hmms....

let me start wiif e reasons why ii decided to blog todayy...

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deleted.

today was a happy dayy...

Miighty Horniists~!

Lisent up!

let me announce sumthing so impotent...

iim jus so in love wiif you girls~!

wahahahahas....

all e wonderful moments wiif you girls would never be forgotten..

ii will store iit up forever lyk pericious giift...

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ii dunno whyy...

but today....

they keep sayying about them leaving..

ii needed to pretend that ii dun care....

but ii m sure that ii still yet prepared myself...

ii did not want to accept e fact...

n of couse...

its not a happy one...

.

do your know how ii started when ii first join ur?

ii doupt you girls knew...

ii felt so negelted n rejected...

trying soo hard to blend iin wiif ur....

many tyms ii failed..

looking from far...

how close three of you were...

so close...

alone...all by myself...

ii wanted so much to be one of ur...

ii does things which ii dun feel good myself...

pretended to blend iin well wif your...

but it was just not real...

.

ii din't know what actually happens..

one day...

our relationships had became thicker then anything else...

iim really one of your...

without knowing iit...

trust me...

the feeling iis diifferent....

it's just so real..

thiis iis actually what ii wanted you girls to know...

ii appreaciate the days we had together...

all good and bad ones...

this period of tym iis not considered very long..

but its long enough to be kept wif us for e lifetym as memories..

iszzit lyk wad jessica said jus now?

e journey would ends on e day we left band?

nahs..

ii will keep it for liife~

times actually fleas...

even when we din't even notice it...

it's soon tym when you girls are leaving..

so...lets cherish e tym left iin band...

e laughters,tears,joy,dissapoiintments....ect

we will share together...

& for Peiyun + Simin...

lets work together and keep e horn spirit going yea?

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hahas...

jus out of e blues,ii din't know how ii came up wiif writting all these...

do you girls believe that...

ii wrote thiis wiif tears rolling dwn my cheek?

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-Mayy..

My delication to my beloved mighty hornists...

anyyway..

hahs..

ii din't actually say much about todayy...

we went for e SSO horn concertto..

oh man...

iit was just so great..

hmms...

ii jus simply loves e sound of that horn..

e tone iis simply jus so beatiful~!

hmms...

and iim starting to fall iin love wiif string instruments...

e violin & cello sounds so niice and sweet....

beatiful..---

musiic's jus so magiical...

ii thank God for creating such a wonderful thing on earth~

Musiic....Simply fills iin e emptiness in me...