Stupid of mie...

Do u know that i actually felt very stupid of myself....About everything lol....After getting closer to 'him'....He brighten up my days worx...Kekez...Not Xiao Ding Dang....He and his gf so super sweet...All the best to u liao lol...I wanna say this,I m not a filrt....!I simpily jus wanna to reach out to this guy....The 1 who brighten up my days....lol....Lord....Help me!!!I want to cherish this friendship or ....Whatever mo_ _ _han That lol.....Actually nothing much to say...Lord,I m so sorry that i did not manage to complete my fasting today.... =(
Today I went to sch at 7.45am....Ar...Nope..I m not late!But we r to reach at this time today de...Hehez....I really feel that i m not bein myself in school recently....*Haiz* I really hate it lor....Being the May that my classmates will be happy with.... :X!!!! Hate that May sia....Teachers: Mr.Tan T.H,Lin Lao Shi (Mr.Lim),Mr Cliff Tan,Mr Arrasu......I m sorry.....If u see the May two months ago.....You won't believe that's me today.....And Mr.Kwan,Pls...Don't loss your trust in me.......Lord:Who must i Be??Myself? Is not easy! Then I went for band after school....Err...? Thank God man....I did not bring my intrument today 4 band...And without everything.....:P...I forgotten!But God is good....We did not need to use intrument today...And our band shifted from the AVA room to Music Room le....L.W is coolz man....Kekez.....And today can say is we did NothIng.....lol...Wait,wait and only wait...HAiz.....And our concert is just round the corner....15July2005 worx.... haiz....No choice lehx...But we really very bad lo....Okay lor...dedado.....
Tmr....G0ing for band after school....From 2.45 to 6.00...Today they say from 3pm to 5pm.....Guess what....They let us go only at 6.30pm.......Kaoz...... Okie liao la....Pray all teh best for me!God Bless ME!!!!Just pray that i will jus be able to bring everything needed...+intrument+Score..... Bye then.....

What am I Thinking of?

My 3 days band camp in my retart sch....

Actually...I hated to write about this three days in school....Silly to think about it....I really really felt soo stupid...I hate I hate.....So many stupid thing i did.....So idiotic....Donno how to face him from that day onward liao lo.....Haiz....What da~~Xiao Ding Dang~~~*~~Ding Dang Xiang~~
KaoZ.....4get it lol...So Tood lol.....Idiot me....See la...I now donno what can i do liao....Tmr going back to sch liao....I hate him!!Stop!!Now Tok bout my camp liao....

*Day 1*20-06-05*Monday*

I reported at school at 8am....Falled in....Then ran 4 rounds of morning run...~tuf~Then we get to 'touch' our intrument for jus like an hour....Then after that Rose and Siti (our Shu Qun Senior) came to teach us our dance....Sian lo....The whole 'Band camp' we NEVER get to touch our intrument lo....Believe it or not....Super sian....Then after our lunch....Yah...talk bout our food first...All the meals is so nan chi.....And it suck.....lol.....Very!Super Suck lol....Then we all get back to our dance and Drama....It's all for our concert.....So u all must really come and surport us...Whoever u are...If anyone of u intrested come and find me...It is very good lor....It's at 15-07-05*7.oopm*at Victory Concert Hall...Wanna see me dance?Hahaz...I really...I mean we really worked very hard on this...My leg is like full of blue black and blister lo....Painful sia.....Then after the first day....We finished all our dance steps liao...About 7min....That's not the end....Then the Mr Er saw it....He go around to all the alumni suaning us...Then all of us started to wonder if we really danced so ugly....Then aft that they changed all our dance and is like totally!Then they created a new one....But they only completed 2min....Then we went to bed aft that lo...Yeah...And i really bond wif all my band frewn.....Fun....But.....All the stupid 'xiao ding dang' things happened during the first nigth....Grr!Don wanna say bout it...

*Day 2*21-06-05*Tueday*

The Whole of today my soul have been wondering away....Because of that 'Stupid' thing....I think Ting Hui(a sec two jie mei) also...Ting is because Danish is not here...Hahaz....Because he is sick...Me leh?Donno....Then the whole day they kept changing our dance step....And we stilled failed to complete....!!!Kao....Then all the jiejiez frm Shu Qun(our school's kor) told us their sch's de ghost story....Wah~~~Alot sia...Because they say got one of their alumni can see....Shikim....It sounded quite true...Cos even Mr.Er Said so....It's becaused that their sch is very old....75yrs old....I raelly think i got nth to say liao....There's sumthing that worries me...

*Day 3*22-06-05*Wednesday*

Don't feel like saying this day...The xiao ding dang cuming today....Stupid....I really hate the lunch time today......I wished i had never do that.....*Cry*
Then we do our dance lo....lolololo.....Really feel like crying leh...When i think of that 'stupid thing'....4get4get!!!Lord,help me!!!Yah...Very happi,Because i did spend my time talking to God during every break at night....I wanna stop liao....After that finally we can go home liao...When i reach home....I jus slept!I felt like i fainted...Cos really very tired.....

*Day 1 at home....Which is today

I wake up at 4++pm....Oopx...kekez...And i slept very early lo....oh...And i said that i fainted....Tmr i need to go sch....I must see him...I don feel like!Lord....What must i do?

*Bye*

*Blue Day...*

Today is such a *BLUE*-day... 16-06-05..
I went to band in the morning at 8.00am....The was super tired...Somemore i was late for The practice....When i reach,i realised that Kenny is not here!That mean i am all alone for this Practice!I don't want!As Mr.Er was here as well as Mr.Neo...But this was not the end of the *BLUE*....Then at first i thought D.X was not here,but he was here...(I was quite happy...)Then, he requested to teach me alone...!*yeah*As in teach *French Horn* alone...But then Kenny is not here the i was alone...But......At the mid of the lesson,in a class room......When he was teaching me,his phone rang...I think was Mr.Er calling....(From the Band room) Saying that there will be one person joining the *French Horn* section and joining our lesson....*Haiz* It was Vannessa!The Primary school trumpet player and was the *EX.Main Band trumpet player*.....Duh~~Lol...Donno what on Earth she come join us for...I don't want any more ppl to join us...I am settling quite good here with Kenny at the sec 1 *French Horn* family...sad!
Then,it's still okie...She got into the room,and down there saying that she came here not bacause she cannot play well in her trumpet section,it's just because she felt very sian in trumpet liao and she wanna change....Then she say what if she know how to play horn liao she also will want to 'anyhow play in order to change to another intrument....*kao*Then when T.X needed to teach her all the basci,he wanted me to train my chromatic skills....Then i saw him teaching her,in fact is 'seeing' him teaching her.......I really really don't understand and don't know how i felt at that time...'Zi Pi'?Donno lehz...I sat myself in a corner,kept myself quiet of quite a few moment....Inside was like drown or wad...So cold,freezing...Donno What hell is it.....Is like i know that i don't want to express somethings but i just somehow donno what is it....Irritating!!!!Am i jealous?I donno...And why should i be?Am i angry?I donno...For what?Am i afraid?I donno....But...maybe....Cause i am afaird that she may do better then me...Then i will like loss my place!I don't want...Am i Sad?I donno!!!!But i jus feel sososo down...... Donno lehz....Who is he!!!Forget it lahz...Don't talk about him and her liao....(I don't want to use 'they').....
*After my band practice,I went to Hua Sheng's Bdae ParTi.......*
After the sosososo tiring day,I still got to go for his stupid Bdae ParTi...Sian lor...I don't really wish to go de lor...And i really really hou hui going liao....And with that stupid heavy boukey French Horn...!!!All the way from SengKang to Hougang Then to Kovan aft every thing again!Than back to Hougang (home) after that!!!I met ShiYa,Emily and XinYi at school Bus-stop before that....Then....Super idiotic BORING after that...He get everybody to go Hougang Mall's acard...!!!I super not happy liao....Then i shop shop a while then wanna go back liao....I so don feel like giving him the present lo...I HATE little boy...Child...!!!I promised that i will never go out with 'THEM' anymore!Then after that stupid Wei Hong don't wanna go to kovan to take neo-print with us...But in the end i took with Laura...Really felt that i don't understand Laura now-a-day....Haiz...Forget bout today bah....
Oh yah...I saw Midsean yesterday...Haiz...That Mr.Er last minute made a changes in our July concert....That we must get so busy again liao for the performance.....berri sian leh.... tmr my mum will be leaving for Genting liao.....Will come back in three days time...Then i must wake up myself,go to school on my own!I don't want...Somemore tmr the last minute lesson lasted untill 4pm!!!And i think even lated than that i think....Okie liao...i wanna repair my computer le....lolz...
*BLINK BLINK*

Brad Pitt?

This is Brad Pitt...

And this is Shad Michael Murray.....Don't they look quite alike?

My days...

Phew....Finally have sometime to write post....=) Look busy huh...Hahaz...Let me see...Wah~~~It has been soo many days since i wanted to write a post...I wanna start from Saturday...

*Saturday-11-06-05....*

Went to church svc like normal...Had beed going to church for the WHOLE week...Mummy not that happy liao...But she still allow me to go...The same old thing she will tell me...
"Today last day liao hor...No more going to church after today..."
,and the same old thing i will reply..."Ah la,Ah la....".
But my mummy is like so good that she will not mean what she said...I luv her...Service was quite good that night...Before svc,I went to JP and bought sumthing for Euzen's Bdae...And bought a Bilabong shirt for Hua Sheng Bdae too...Which left a big hole in my pocket....=) But i jus luv giving....keke...(that's me....)Yup...Then aft svc we went to eat den Fellowship...I ate pan mian which i think that is not as nice any more...*Sian*Xia o xuan bought a frewn,Yuan Zhi....She wanted to watch Movie (MR and Mrs Smtih) that night as she is leaving for holiday on tuesday...But no body can make it that night...The brothers then decided to watch it on the monday night...I did not plan to go as i wanted to stay at home to act Guai that day...But in the end i went... : x *oopz* *END of my Saturday*

On Sunday , I stayed at home to act guai...Keke...As there is no cell group on that day...

*Monday-13-06-05....*

That day,I planned to stay at home to rott myself...I on the comp and decided to plant myself in front of the comp....After i rooted there for 2hr.....Which is then 3++pm...Eileen called me and want me to go to the movie as very little sisters is going...Haiz....No choice lor...Then i went...At first i tought the [Mr and Mrs Smith]is not that nice...so i don't really feel like going....But that's not the end...The movie was great...Before the movie...We went to eat Pasta...okok la..Then aft the great movie,they decided to go somewhere else....Cos Desmon driving...That time was aready 10++pm liao...Cos my mum will allow me to stay out late if i m not in church...*weirdo* rite?We then went to err...i forgoten where liao...But we went to a Star-Buck Cafe....Me an leen shared a cup of ice vallina Latte....Okok la....hahaz....Then we went home lorz....Oh yeah...It's Gua who sent me back...Thanks horz...Brother....I apprieated it alot....=) So blessed horz.....And Thank God that i reached home before my dad....Kez.. *END of Monday*

*Tuesday-14-06-05....*

Yesterday.....Went to band practice in the morning...I was not Late!!!*yeah*Which was quite good...I enjoyed it....But *french Horn* section did not get much attention frm Ding Xiang as he is teaching the whole sec 1 band....(EX. Clarrinate)But at the very end of the practice,Mr ER came in and let us try on Ancor Aweigh....He let me play the first note,i was super nervous that time....He said "Good"....But for the rest of the song,I did not play at all as i really coulden't catch up...He did say "Good,but i think only the sec 2 play....".....And i think Kenny(My only French Horn partner...) also did not play...After that,I met Emily and Shi ya at CP....Shop.Shop.Shop and shop.....Yeah,I was carrying my Horn which almost broke my hand...Around CP!!
Okie la....I think it's enough...Yeah,and we went to meet Hua Sheng and Yi jia aft that....*END of Tuesday...*

*Wednesday-15-06-05....*
*YEAh*
I went to CP to do Flag day today...Very tired...This is my first time doing Flag day...But then it's quite fun cos i m wif my band mates...They are frm, Sec 2....Then aft a few hrs,Arthur joined us...And Lots of fun....keke...Sry lahz,Arthur.....hahaz....Then aft that i went to Jian Da's house to use him comp which i wrote this post here lo....Phew~~~Wrote so long liao that my hand very tired le...BYEBYE....+_+

*Luv yew Lord....*

Today...

Today ahz...Went to KLP's lesson in the morning...Early at 8.00am must reach...i wake up at 7.45...Pro horz...Almost forget to brush my teeth...(Don worry...But i did...)Get myself ready in 10minutes time is somthing normal i Can do....Don need to feel anything stange about it...I reach skool at 8.10 then he's aready teaching i think....Err..then Helena and Sara left a seat for mei...Soo sweet....keke...I hope everything will be better...I deleted ?JN and TTL's contact yesterday...Because of some reason i jus wanna wanna forget bout both of them...Pls help me LORD....*_* Then i was like quite hapi this few day that i knew and i knew that everything had started to be better...------>Thank God for that....Wanna tell u that i LOVE you sooo much....*YEAH*
Yeah...And one more thing that keeps me so and very worry ish that i finally have a result in my Band...I m now at French Horn....Rawk...LOVE it alot...lolz....And the teacher was like saying that i have good tone....----This made me felt worry...Cos i really very worry if it will turn out like when i was in Trumpet...Haiz...But i gonna to walk wif Faith...I really pray that God will put me in the right section....and hope that my protential ish there...err...There was one vers saying like Do not worry or be anixos about anything but in everything by Prayers.....I think is in phil or what....Sry...Cos Bible not wif me....So nw i was like stressing myself out wif music notes....My tones and stuff like this....Even when i was dreaming,I Dreamt bout FRENCH HORN!!!!!!!!Haiz...Streesy..Streesy..Never mind...i jus think that its worthy....Now every night before my sleep...I will read mynotes.....But i will never put Praying +++Reading my bible last!!!!! *YUPPI...*Err... and haiz...I will only have my next band practice at 6 f june....I donno when that i jus falled in love with my band practices.....Hope my next band practice will cum faster!!!Yeah...I think i had to cum to the end of the msg le....hahaz....Wah...Super long sia....^_^...HAPPI...


MUCKZ....*^~`~