godz

erhs.

sch reopen iin 9hrs tym.

siian seh..

ii want holiday!

hmms.

actually ii think there wont be a bigbig difference.

btw sch reopen & MY holidayy.

cos ii think ii dun have any.

there's band EVERY single week during holi.

& it lasted even longer then school hours.

yes.

& additional of e props making.

about whole of my holi le bahs.

yes.

.

anyway ii simply hate MY school..

sucks big tym.

dun think iim going to say much bout it.

can't be bothered to.

yeah.

.

What fuck seh!

ii jus recieved a shocking news.

tmr got ST!

wtf luhhs.

got english ST..

okok.

fiine enoughh..

im prepared..

to fail~

godz.

.

trm there's sectional.

im going to use that tym to touch up my props making.

yes.

&.

im sicked worried bout my props that's left at my grand's house..

are those bastard going to do anything wiif 'em?

better not!

or else im going to curse & sware at em!

.

__siick of e fact that sch holi had ended.

ii dunno wad to sayy.

im glad that u care.

.

im stund.

she's crazy.

how can she be so merciful?

ii havent seen someone lyk her yet.

ii still can't believe it.

this is too much for me to take it.

ii dun deserve all these.

i sware.

i will never wan to do things thaat i know i will regret.

untill my next life.

.

ii can't stop e flow of my tears.

i woke my bro.imagine.

y ouar etoom ercif ulfo r mem ygre a tfri end.

.

ii dunno..

my feelings were all jumbled up nw..

ii think ii really did smth wrong?

sry iif ii really spoils ur day.

ii dunno wads wrong either..

yes.

i misunderstood.

but wads done cannot be undone.

ii can't believe it.

ii actually did this to 2 of my so best frwn ..

in this short yr.

so many things happens.

sry.

ii didn't know its her b'dae.

ii believed:

things that is broken can't be fixed back to it's most original.

pure

.

ii dunno wad to do...

& got no strength to do any.

.

sour.

bitter.

taers.

smth that was not seen for quite some tym.

but it jus appear..

out of no where..

=)

the proclaims of e bloody war..

anyway ii did..

todayy was fun..

hahas..

had free lunch..

"PRODUCTIVE" work was done today..

(bleahs~fook lo. dare bitch us.)

yesyes..

manyy stuffs were done..

finished up e helmets.
axes.

armour.

2 swords.

.

yeah..

must thanks MAY's AHMA for lending & providing us with e store room..

hahas..

yeah.

we stored all our stuffs in my ahma hs..

Thankyou AhMA!

& AHGONG too..=))

.

thankyou KIMBERLYY!

ii know u had been very tired for all these days of help..

we DIE for it man.

hahas..

& there's tym u really wanna walk out of e place & go home sleep.

there's time u really dun feel lyk coming..

hahas..

ii sensed all these..

im giving you a BIG THANKYOU.

to you..

for making yourselve available EVERYSINGLE tym when we needed you..

hehes..

thankyou lahhs~

okok.

sch reopen ii teach you math..

although ii sucked too..

(better dun let me teach iif u dun wanna fail)

hahas..

lols.

.

from this props thingyy..

ii see through alot alot of things....

yesyes..

both good & bad..

ii see though who are e real friends.

ii see through who are not meant to be friends.

ii see though who can really walk with you,

when u are down..

thankyou peeps~=)))

.

__nv would ii wanna give a damn to you.

=((

u made me feel so gum gum..

u made me cry.

ii've nv cried for a frwn lyk u ever..

u changed.

really changed.

ii doupted.

ii feel wearyy..

im devastated.

how can you.....

u are no longer my friend?

the way u alwayys speak to me.

lyk u are always right.

ii must always lisent to you..

maybe ii should.

but u are looking up for my "respect" everytime.

why is all these happening?

u no longer talk to me lyk a friend..

no longer..

no longer..

=((

.

___ii cried

ii seriously did..

Miss~

ii realiised one impt thingy todayy..

whatever happened iin band...

determinds e big big part of my mood & feelings...

yah..

so wad's going on todayy..

This few dayys wasn't as plasent..

hmms..

things wasn't riight huhs.

todayy was a Bad-Hair dayy . Bad-friend Dayy . Bad-Bad dayy..

yes..

bad huhs..

obviously..

din't do well in band todayy...

den kenna fed by those sour & bad bad words...

(by Er & nobodyy else)

it was a real hash one to me...

haiish..

please dun do that to me agaiin pls..

dun be so heartless..

who cares~

.

opps..

& todayy..

ii mocked at somebodyy's solo todayy..

& ii starting to worryy much..

Sryy..ii shall repent~!!

iin case ii would have anyy [Pao Ying]

haha..

ii wanna do well erhhs...

JiiaYou miightyy Hornists..

Mayy Lee Miss her Miighty Hornists seniiors...

Every single one~

.

o2Jam-ed a while..

oh yah.

ii dl-ed audition..

oh please~

it sucks to e core luhhs..

ii cant play!

lols..

is lyk..

kiinda dumb..

& so hard to get e key riite in tym~

fiine...

Wo Ren Shu!!

.

& ii visited e [stickgal.blogspot.com]

introduced by my bro..

yea..

a picture speaks a thousand words...

it's real intresting..

& e person's illustrations were great..

she did smth that not everybody could be able to do..

.

oh.

ii kenna spam in my tag..

vertyno explained..

dat it's not him..

yes~

ii believe..

but ii jus simplyy dunno whyy e ass did dat...

whoever dat guy is..

ii dun care luhhs...

did ii offend you?

growup lahh..

SMALL KIDS~

yes~

why bloodyy hell give a damn man...

.

wahhas..

ii went for A-math lesson todayy..

suprised?

lesson were fine..

we had moved on & on lyk bullets..

ii have to catch up 2 WHOLE chapter in 1 pathatic lesson..

suprisingly it was alriight..

not as tuff as ii thought...

yea..

but e prob iis dat..

she's moving so fast lyk no mama's buiniess...

stupiid lah..

e previous chapts ii flung it lyk some shyt~

& she can still move on lyk "too..too.." train~

hell.

.

aft amath lesson.

ii began to think twice about my feelings towards meow meow..

hmms..

it was bad luhhs~

cos ii can simplyy conclud it wiif a "haha"

yes..

"HAHA"!

lols..

dun ask me wad it means..

ii dunno..

ii miss 2G..

out of a sudden..

ii also dunno why..

ii miss my dearest Ophe.

Yong Chyn.

XuanLe.

Jose Pork.

Druga.

Prono guy Bran.

Zombie Ben.

Nic.

& many many more..

.

anywayy..

ii think theyy will hardlyy give a damn..

yea..

but who cares..

ii still wan sayy ii miss 'em..

misses wad we were in those days..

.

anyway.

we shouldn't keep looking back to e past..

look forward..

putting aside e fact that...

we miight never meet someone lyk this bunch of crazyy ppl again in liife agaiin..

but who cares~

we once has it..

& ii would remember it for liife..

so it's more then enough..

.

Mom spoke to me about my cousin todayy..

sayy he go for dunno wad eyes check up or smth..

(innitially jus to warn me for not rubbing my eyes that often..)

& ii suddenlyy jus misses him so much..

he's one of my "closest cousin meant-to-be"..

since young..

he has been my favourite "korkor".

hahas..

although in my whole liife...

ii nv kor him "korkor" be4..

lols..

but he doted on me alot...

ii jus simply lyk him e most within all my cousins.

ii used to chat wiif him on e phone everyniight..

can talk about anyything & everything..

spend e whole whole niight toking on e line..

.

but things were never e same agaiin since dunno when..

ii dunno wad goes wrong either..

it has been a long long tym since we meet..

hmms..

nope.

is since we communicate to each other..

ii dunno when were all these started..

haiiz..

ii miss those tiime..

forget it bah.

since ii said.

it's better for us not to look back into e past too often..

jus keep e memories well..

hope you have been doing well bah..

im not doing well.

i miss ur lame jokes lots...

& ii love it when u sayy that my sense of humour had increased...=))

those were e dayys..

when can ii hear all these ever again?

.

.

.

__todayy is a dayy for "missing".

haha.ii simplyy miss you guys so much..

. Mighty hornists . adagiio ophe . my dearests 2G pals . Alvan . those were e dayys .

=D

wahahas..

ii shall blog todayy..

todayy made me realised..

how much ii actually enjoyed rotting at home!

ii never know that rotting & dying at home alone..

can be so so enjoyable...

hahas..

.

actually.

ii woke up in e afternoon..

woke up facing e emptyy house..

nobodyy at home...

actually quite angryy & sad de..

it's a saturdayy!!

& nobodyy's at home..

siian okiie..

wake up seeing nobodyy.

hiighly annoying.

thought at least can eat wiif my mom..

(ii was still telling kim dat ii eating wiif mom~)

but.but.but.!!

she went out le lahs..

wth..

den bro went to work..

den my dad,is forever not at home..

yeah~

coming back to e point___

ii phoned my mom..

she sayy she will only be home in late niite..

sobbs..

& fed-up.

.

but todayy was not a let-down.

hahas..

ii enjoyed silence at home..

-it will be perfect onlyy wiithout Nini's barking..

"stupiid giirl,dun bark lah.Idiot"

hahas..

dat's wad ii always scold her..

yar.

anyyway

ii finally got tym to playy my horn..

yiippy~

spent a few hours wiif it while ii dl o2jam~

ii have decided not to briing back my horn le!

why?..

cos when ii play at home..

it pulls dwn my confidence luhhs..

ii alwayys sounds so bad at home...

e sound sucks..

lyk got aiiry aiiry de..

siian...!

.

yar..

anywayy..

my frwn ask me go playy online game..

aft long decisions~

ii dl-ed o2jam..

oh godz.

yes...

iit took a bloodyy long tym..

it has been 8 hrs..

& it still have got 33 % to go~~~!

.

thanks to e off dayy for making props...

(Boss lazyy to start work)

ii managed to enjoyy liife for e dayy..

haha..

den in e late niite..

mom came back wiif my bro..

den brought us to gaint..

agaiin~

yes..

bought some stuffs home..

.

another good thiing for e dayy~

wahahas..

did ii mantion that ii miss my uncle tyno...

as iin we hasn't been toking for quite some tym..

yes.yes..

jus nw we finally spoke on e phone..

yepps..

ii love e fact that..

.You are my friend~!!

thankyou bro~

hahas..

know wad..

when ii feels down.angryy.sad..

u are alwayys e one ii feel lyk toking to....

hahas..

but ii dunno why..

ii dun really lyk to tok on e phone..

maybe i'll tryy asking my ears...

hahas~

.

.

ON YAR!!!!

my mom subscribed to channel AXN !

ii think due to e free-gift dat we can claim iif we subscribe to another channel..

nahhs..

we are not cheapsake..

it's a sumsung LCD 26" TV!

cool..

wahhahas...

& e most impt thingy iis dat.!

ii can watch SUPERNATURAL season2 on AXN areadyy!!!!

Woohoo~!

overjoyed seh~

okayy.ii shall end.

.

.

ii had a funni dream last niite..

a real werid & funni..

hahas..

made me thought thrice..

lols!

& this dream is enough to show dat..

ii dun lyk e 'a while feeling' guy..

yeah!

.

____thank God that ii had u as my frwn!

stay as my frwn forever please...

=DD

Erhhs...

okay~

so wad iis e thingy that motivated me to blogg at e moment todayy~

its SUPERNATURAL!

=DD

ii think todayy iis e last epi in season 1~

& e ending made me go..

"wtf?"

.

good thing iis dat...

there's season 2!

this iis e reason dat ii did not curse & sware..

hahas..

okiie lah,ii not that un-glam~

the thiingyy goes lyk this..

theyy manage to get awayy frm e devil aliive...

but aft that.........met wif an car crash~

dumb?

yes!

it ened wif a car crash.!

fine fine..

but ii dunno when ii will get to see season 2 seh~

cannot waiit!!

im crazyy bout SUPERNATURAL~

.

band:

actually todayy ment to be a fucking dayy for me..

it did not start good..

& ii expected it to end badlyy too..

haas..

but i was blessed...

yea,wif a bunch of weriid people..

hahas..

no lah..

actually ii had real real bad mood todayy duriing band..

fiirst is so stress & f..up wiif e props thiingy..

den ii was late for band.kenna qn-ed.

i was fed-up~

den aft that..

really feel so sleepyy..

cannot take it le.

really...

den when mr Er teachiing e clariinetists.

ii allowed my heavyy eye.lids to rest..

den aft that suddenlyy he come check me..

wah.

im lyk so tired lahhs~

den dunno why..

nth get into my braiin... sobs..

den kenna scolding.bitch & wad so ever..

=(((

den made me emo..

.

okayy.

but good thing.

aft that..

go find food..

wiif kim.sky.&jj

den walk walk walk.

for so long..

iin e end still go back to kfc...

.

den aft that met wif jessica .arthur deyy all..

den we went tp jj hs...

play intru..

godz~

my horn kenna abused..

.

!!!

hahas..

theyy make me feel better...

thiis is e dunno how manyy tym ii go 'bersak' aft band...

yepps..

theyy make me smile finally~!

haas..

actually kim is e first~

she tok bout pri sch thiingy..

den make me joke & laughh..

ii miss my pri sch liife.~

so innocent..

so sweet.

haas..

.

den jus nw go things hapened..

felt so sad.

so sad & angry

made me doupt if she's my real frwn~

ii shall not reveal too much...

.

.

.

yes!

& ii shall not lyk him!

it's a no no no....!!

lets make sure that..

that's jus an 'a while feeling'.

yes yes!

=DD

.

be faithful to meow meow~.

although ii knew he wont giive a fucking damn.

yepps~

.

__ii lyk my frwns~

XD

hahas.

thiis is fun...

& it iis rather ture....

tryy it~

xD

.

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Kimberlyy is your soulmate. You truly love Meow Meow. You consider Xinyuan your true friend. You know that Miighty Hornists` is always thinking of you. You'll remember Adagiio Ophe for the rest of your life. You secretly think That 'him' ? is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times. You secretly think that [ Beef ] is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker. You secretly think that Joshua is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Joshua changes lovers faster than underwear. You secretly think [ Pork ] is shy and nonconfrontational. And that [ Pork ] has a hidden internet romance.

What Do You Think of Your Friends?

tired

yiippy~

=))

finally tiidyy up my links le!

& linked up ppl who ii missed out..

im so tired...

cut my words short bah...

niites~

SLEEP!

sobs...

Awee~

sad sad..

hahas...

ii jus fiinished watchiing e show WINDSTRUCK...

omg..

it's so niice..

it's my favouriite show actually..

so touching...

ii criied through out e WHOLE show luhhs...

e fiirst tym ii watch it is lyk last yr...

den todayy watched on cable...

dunno whyy 2 channel show e same show in diff tyming...

then ii watch 2 tyms cry 2 tyms...

hahas...

watch 10 tyms cryy 10 tyms...

very sad de show...

touching..

yea..

ii recomand thiis show~~!!

.

yepps...

anywayy..

had been goiing to band this holidayys...

okiie lahs..

complains about band practices were lessen le...

hahas...

but felt very sad for e band...

haizz..

ii dunno wad to sayy seriously..

ii never fails to feel so sad & helpless every single tym when Mr Er say those stuffs...

very sad...

whyy must he sayy all those things ahs...

sounds as iif he is giving us up...

it's not wad we wanted...

peeps!

lets work had please~!

dun let him as well as our seniors down...

PLEASE~

okayy...

jus hope that we can do better...

CVMB jiiayou please~!

.

as for meowmeow..

this will be e last tym ii say [ii like you]~

hahas..

ii bet you will never know...

fiine.

im going to forget you !

.

& for my Beef~

You ahs..

better make a good decision...

dun regrate for who u choose ahs~!'

Mutton will alwayys be here by your side~!

Giive you e best supports!

Jiiayou~

.

__Mayy Jiiayou!