Wednesday, March 21, 2007

I am @ youth.sg

hmms...
I am here, right now to describe
hmms...I am here, right now to describe'What "I Am @ Youth.SG " means to me...Basically, to speak nothing but truth..i am quite happy to be a Singapore youth.It's really nice to hear things like,"The future of Singapore depends on us"erms...Are we, as a youth, really an important part of the country?That's a rather interesting question.I felt rather fortunate to be in Singapore..So far, as a safe a sound country..i think other kids from the less-fortunate countries were in green envy!In my own personal view, I think that youths in our country, fails to appreciate their selves as a Singapore youth...Why would I say so?Youth are trying to follow trends from other countries...Like the American, Japan and so on....They often listen to Americana's heavy metals, rock songs...keeping up to Japan trends like putting punkish make-ups, or dressing themselves like a doll.All these might be seen as a disturbance to some people, when youth did it to that extend..Why bother to keep up to other's trend when we have our own?I mean, it's not wrong to dress yourselves up a little with the styles of other punkish country.But NEVER OVER-DRESS YOURSELF!You will simply be a centre of attraction,and would be seen as a attention-seeker to anybody who have some cow-sense. Basically, I just feel that being a youth in Singapore, we should make ourselves unique,Through having our own trends,Singlish is one of the examples.I don't see why people were ashamed of it,That’s what made up Singapore!
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OK, besides all the trend stuffs, we should be proud to be a Singapore youth!
We should live our teenage life to the fullest, doing meaningful things, getting life experiences,
This is the best timing. Yes!
Youth is a very precious period in our life,
once lost, it's never going to get back.
This is the best time for us to keep the sweetest memories we will get, like friendships, and learn to appreciate the time spent with friends and pals.
Once we get out of school life, and into work place then.
We will see the big difference, and never going to experience the joy we once had!

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Tuesday, March 13, 2007

sad sad

sobs sobs...
recently...
had been revolving around e word "loner"
& had been thiinking lots about iit....
haiiz....
oh shiit~!
my low-self exteem was coming back to me...
sad sehh..
anyyway..
all these iis alwayys caused by...
reading of their blogs...
feel so insignificiant sehhs...
sobbs...=((
& ii thought of...
jus who on earth..
would feel sad & miissing of smthing iif ii left e world...
ii doupt they would even remembers me aft 3 dayys...
=(( Pathatic horrs??
hahas...
Now...who iis loner..
thiis is for "somebody" who iis frm my loner club...
lols..
sad sad..
ii want someone to lean on man...
but who can ii go to iif ii got prob...?
so farr..
ii only recieved one pathatic ans...
but how far can ii trust that?
iim seriously afaiird..
scared of dissapointments...
of loneliness~=((
ii doupt someone would even be reminded of me once a mth..
.
ii dun wanna all these thought luhhs~
GET LOST~!
jus who can assure me?
ii doupt so.
.
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__sometyms ii really feel lyk going missing for sometym,
& see iif anyone bothers to find,or even realised...

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arghhs

Lazy.LAzyLAZyy..
...to update actually...
hahas...
siian siian siian...
actually aft camp i've prepared a entry to wriite...
hahas...
but jus so lazy to put iit up...
btw ii jus came back frm sec 3 camp..
lols
2 or 3 dayys ago??
forgot le...
hahas,cannot be bothered man...
jus feel so restless....
dunno whyy...
my lazyy fingers dun work well now a days on key board..
hahas...
WHEES~
ii try to post 'that' post up when ii feel lyk yea??
hahas....
paisehhs...
__ii dun see why ii failed to enjoy e camp..
when others did....iszzit me?or smthing else....

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Saturday, March 03, 2007

im sorry

haiiz...
ii feel seriously sad & uneasy when ii saw wads written..
even iif its not wriitting bout me...
i really dunno how to explain myself...
recently..
we have not been on talking terms...
wanna bring this up to adagiio..
hmms..
iim sicerly sorry iif ii have niglected you in sch..
ii felt that ii did..
iif you accept this...
iim busyy...seriously busy.
often wiif band stuffs & sch works...
iif u this that thats a excuse...
which ii think that way too...
ii dun denie that one of e reasons iis...
e frwns you often have around you...
shes often on talking terms wiif you..
ur chatted well..
ii often jus dun blend iin e conversation within both of u...
iim sorry to take my words back...
ii once said that ii treated both of ur equal..
but ii think im so wrong..
ii dun want u to treat me n her equal..
im sorry to say that...
iim jealouse..
when ur so close to her..
ii dunno wad ur thinking sometyms..
& wiif e fact that we are iin diiff klass nw...
its so hard for us to communicate...
ii dun wan to loss u..
but ii felt iim lossing u soon...
ii dun want to hang out too much wiif u now a days...
becos ii felt im less impt..
ii dun contribute alot in ur prob...
iin ur topic..
ii only can be a good lisentner..
ii dun think thats enough...=(
iin e same tym...she could..
btw giirl...ii dun wish to give u a hard tym abt this...
ii will try my best to work smthing out..
ii promise...
__e world iis turning e wrong direction
since e day we step iinto sec3
ii fucking hate sec 3 life!