Haiiz

haiiz...~

no longer 'hahas' liiao lahh..

iit's not a very good day iin band today....

=((

know wad....

ii seriously dun feel good wiif hiim around...

seeiing hiim so near me...

'once agaiin'

made me...

haiiz...

ii dunno can use wad word to descriibe siia...

arrgh~~

help me siia....

erhx...

the very fiirst tym ii 'once agaiin' look at hiim so closely...

when he playiing e iintru....

makes me siinks....

dunno why jus made my heart ach...

)) =

...mmmm...

siian lorrs....

jus dunno Who can understand me abiitt for thiis~

ARGH~

dyiing soon bah...

of 'undefine' death~

ii dunno wad he wants siia.....

pleasee lorr.....

we can't go back to wad we are iin e past le okiies~

so....

please~ Stop behaving lyk ii m very close to euu iin front of em KZ...

*Siicked*

WHAT THE F**K?

DIE

wah seh~~

cannot make iit..

hahas....

my head gonna explode liiao ah...

thanks to xuanle n e class chalet thiingy....

know he also wanna diie liiao...

we had a damn damn hard tym to prepare thiis thiingy

so hard siia...

siian...

firstly iis e ppl thiiingy....

then now e budget thiingy...

wah seh~Dying...

it's lyk got alot of aliens running around in my braiin...

kk....

tok bout thiis some other day bahhz.....

*see u sad...ii really dun feel good...=( *

shockiing decision..

hahas....

cannot beliieve iit also...

ii made a very very shockiing decisiion....

when all asked me not to do iit....

my mum n bro was damn shocked too....

omg....ii jus can only choose to have faiith...

believe iin God....

okiies....

it's so shockiing man....

ii thiink iim not goiing to tell anii1 who cares for me....

iif not all would be so shock man....

know wad...

ii chose ART~

ii made thiis decisiion without iinforming anii 1....

scary?

ii seriously feel lyk keeping iit to myself....

WHAt should ii do ah~

fiine aniiway....

same thing...

Enjoy 5 mins of Suceed...

Endure 5 mins of Faliure....

Then move on~~

hahas.....

dunno wads wrong seriously....

ii really want hiim to be happii~!

see hiim so sad ii also feel sad really....

haiiyo...cannot stand myself....

say dun lyk hiim liiao still lyk dat.....

glad to see u always smiling...

but deeply....

ii really hope that the smile iis real.....

dun be sad okiies.....

even iif ur smile iis only for her....

ii will be there as a frwn for euu kz....=))

erms....

of couse u r not alone....

u've so many friends around ....

even iif u dun have me iin your siight....

ii won't giive up as ya friiend de....

always here for euu......<3

sad

Today iis a sad day....

thiis iis e very fiirst tym ii teared over my results....

ii dunno wad to say leh....

jus feel so sad....

not only my results...

but iis that ii miight not be able to get iinto 3G.....

By 1 ONE position....

my pals are all there...

so sad...ii will miiss em lots ii bet....

really hope that we can all stiick together....

really...

ii LOVE 2G seriously...

ii bet ppl will tell me thiings lyk...

'different klass also will meet de wad...'

yah ii know....

but ii also know...it NOT e same...

thiings dun turn out lyk wad u thiink kz....

liife iis not as easy as ABC....

ppl dun usually achieve wad they wanted....

for a top student....

2nd position iis lyk hell to em....

wad bout me??

ii dun have that ass to say all these....

okiie...

enough of my shiit....

anyway...

ii m really gald for my dudes lyk::

Yong Chyn.Simon.Joesphine....

they all did so good for iit....

iim so proud of my best pal....

xy....the 2nd iin e level...

cool??

but iim so sad....

so afaiird to stand by 'their' siide....

=(( mmm....sad sad...

'Not' as for xy...

ii thiink she aready diisliiked me as her frwn.....

feel ashame?

Shiitty day today~

=(((

niice thiing fiinally

Hahas...

still kiind of sad when ii thought of my previous postt...

iit's touchiing okiies~

erms....

anyway~

For my Goong blogskiin thiingy~

haven make e fiinal decisiion yet...

yepps~

got some good comments frm ppl...

especially those who's comment really mean iit to me...

hehex

soo....will work on iit at my other blog fiirst~

aft dat then deciide~

kkz

erms~

kiinda happi?

xy n me are back on 'real' talking terms

thiink iis due to that Band liife resume le.....

Fiinally lorrs~

iit has been a real long tym....

although real tiired~

ii usually fell asleep STARIGHT aft ii reached home...

real tired de lorr...

but at lease that's called 'LIFE'~

at lease ii knew iim still alive....

LOVE MUSIC lots....

oh mine Tiian~

ii ate chocolate fountian jus now~

jealous mah??

but horr...

ii real siick of chocolate riight now~

can puke le...

ii love e strawberries anyway~

=))

mmmm sad...

"mmm....so sad so sad...."

jus seen a last episode of a hongkong drama show....

oh man....iit's was so so sad....

ii cannot take iit le lorrs....

ii teared agaiin and agaiin when ii thought of iit...

so sad....

ii cannot imagiine thiis happening to anybody...

ii only thought of 1 words to descriibe iit...

whiich iis SAD lahh...

erms...

but ii dunno leh....

e show dosen't ment to be sad...

meaning lyk iit has no intention to make iit sad...

but ii jus feel so sad naturally...

wah~~

erms....okiies

iit goes lyk thiis..

thiis guy who iis a poliice...

he happened to be wiif thiis giirl though lots obsticle....

jus not long aft that...

he was iinvoled iin a accident whiich causes hiim to get iinto a coma...

but he woke up but knowing that he miight jus swiitch off any tym....

never-the-less...

he proposed to that giirl....

on the day they were taking e wedding photo....

e camera spoild....

sadly...

whiile iit was fixiing....

he happened to met a theif n went on a chase....

.......leaviing her all alone.......

.............n never came back...............

okiies.....ii dun deniie that iit was dramatiic....

but e fact iis so unbearable...

most curl thiing to happen to a giirl~

he jus diissapear out of no where....

never will he come back agaiin..........

iit was so SAD~~~~~

imagiing how much she will miiss hiim?

wanted skiin...

hey guys....

got e urge to change blogskiin leh...

but dun dare to take e riisk....

cos thiis blog ii worked very hard on iit de worrs....

iit's my work neh~

okiie....anyway....

needed u guy's comments....

thiis iis one of e blog ii lyked lots.....

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go cc then tell me!

today~

-today??-

erh...Seriously....

ii dunno wads wrong wiif Monday's May~

hahas...

monday blues bah...

erms...maybe can jus ignore iit?

yah....

kkz....

Good news....

Got Photos to upload le!!!

So happii....

jus now went to ViV0 Ciity wiif JiieXiin n adagiio...

sho fun....~

took kiinda lots of photos...

but ii dun look good siia...=X

nvm....

kiind of fun together?

but kiind of siian at ViiVo ciity le...

it's my 3rd tym dere le....

nth much actually...

jus huge....

-n-

ii LOVE e scenery there....

so niice...

yeah ~~Great tym```

enjoy:

Enteriing Viv0-Ciity~~

it's Heaven~My favouriite Shop~ XD

ii lyk thiis piic....=))

erms....okiie....tired le lahs....

need so long to update e photo de....

dun worry...still got alot alot to be uploaded.....=))

to be continued.....

Enjoy~~

My favouriite Goong's song~~Sweet<3>

Monday Blues~

-Monday BLues-

today got monday blues~

fiinally got e meaniing & taste of iit....

but ii thiink got nothiing got to do wiif 'monday'

jus suddenly sum kiind of 'topiic' got iinto my miind....

& jus started to feel so blue-ish

dunno y....

recently...Out of no where....

sumthiing jus pop out iin my miind.....

Ahems~

got 心事 to say le ah...

so friiends....

Prepare ya ears to lisent bah....

Provided iif u r iintrested....

Sob...

thiis few days...

ii realised that my dearests...

erms...no....

iis 'dearests use-to-be'...

lyk kiinda all left me....

All GONE~

really very sad leh....

those people who really knows me....

who ii really can talk to....

who ii would hang out wiif...

who knows clearer wad ii want n lyk....

but they're all gone?

not anyone of em wanted me??

miiss em so much...

really dunno since when....

one-by-one all left mii...

iiszziit because ii left e 'Palace'?

noo...ii never leave e palace...

iim jus taking a break~

y jus no one can get me?

jus because ii did not go back often to e palace....

then ii m no longer part of ur??

hey guys....

that's really how ii feel?

ur keep askiing me wad am ii thiinking....

ii dunno kz...

jus ii m no longer part of ur...

That's excacly how ii feel!

Erms...

basically...these r jus wad ii waS troubled wiif.

jus who cares??

iif they r my dearests??

besiide ppl frm e palace...

ppl around me iin sch too....

xy...

seriously...ii feel very far away frm u all...

ii really very sad...

ii dunno how much ii mean to u guys....

maybe ii was really jus a 'passer by'..

=((

maybe stones really jus can't blend iin well wiif sand...

jus thiings dun get well...

haiiz....maybe can jus place em asiide bah....

jus no 1 iis intrested....

++Sobbing me++

Irritated

Argh~

know wad...

wanted to update e neo-priint took yesterday de....

Humps~~

iirriitated siia....

ii do e layouts.texts everythiing niice niice le....

then wah sehh...

my comp hang...=(((

siian lor....

then angry le...

dun post le!

nextt tym then post lah....hehx

FIINE~

erms....

hahas...

ii love gong-Priincess Hour~!!

So niice and kiinda funnii too worrs...

kk bahz....

can't waiit to get back to my television le!

++我的白马王子还没出现++

Gong!!

Hahas....

Happii happii day for mii arhx....

why??

hehex....

cause ii bought Gong-Princess Hour le....

Erms.....

but not gonna watch thiis soon~

ii locked iit up le.....

wanna waiit untill after exam then watch....

1 more week only...

can waiit~~~

=))So excited to watch neh~

lols....erhx''''

yepps....

--wanna go study le--